Count down till our 5th anny
10 more days to come

Hello Peepo

hmm... today is use our hands campaign so the school end early

got alot of misunderstanding wif ______(insert name)

haiz... damn pissed of wif that person, GOSH!!! Im tired of it

i wnt to start i new life at 2010 with or without you...

im not afraid because i still got alot of friends around me.

we gave you alot of chance and now u doing this WTH!!!

You wnt to show attitude??? go on no one will stop you!!!

Im so happy that we get back together:)

thats all for today

bye guys take care

sorry for short post really have no mood

Count down till our 5th month

11 more days

IMYSM HONEY!!!:(

hello amigos & amigas

lately im busy so im not able to post

im damn happy because everyone in my class is promoted to

sec2n2 next years. While Nurin&Saiful going to express well done guy,

keep it up!!!

I wanted to upload some pictures bt having trouble wif it so next time guys.

Everything is fine hope to continue this way until 2010...

This year is been exciting year even thought we fight at firstterm but now were

even stronger than i expected.

thanks guys for being there, for being so undersanding I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

ELERINA,JESYLN,FATIN &SHARA

THANKS GUYS ILOVEYOU LOTS MWAKS...

hmm... today didnt go to sch because having headache and not in the mood.

I hate to see her FACE!!!

Woke up 10am then watch tv tell 12pm

after that i bath because my bro wanted to eat mac.

then after eating went home. planning to go IMM wif my bro but kinda lazy

i want to buy new flip-flop and new top

but still wondering whether i will go anot???

2days ago met kak syafiqah below my block she say that she miss me so i came down to meet her... thats was the first time that i tok to her lke that... i told her all the burden that i have inside of me after that feel so relief after talking to her.

Thanks kak appreaciate it lots& love you so much mwaks...

HONEY

I really miss you alots its been a hard time this past few weeks that ur not here.

Sometimes i just cant stop thinking negative things but im trying not to because this past few days having alot of bad dreams abt you.

HONEY I MISS YOU SO...SO... MUCH

ILOVEYOU FOR ENTERNITY MWAKS

Quote of the day: There always a sunshine after the rain.

Count down till out 5th anny

11 more DAYS

Count down till ELERINA(mummy) birthday

3more days!!!SO EXCITED

Count down till our 5th month

16more days:)

ILMSM&IMYSM HONEY COME BACK SOON MYLIFE IS IN MESS NOW:(

hello peeps

this past few days im so busy so have no time to blog.

i was at home for the whole time damn bored:(nowadays GOD was testing me how much i love my boyfie, theres alot of temption around bt when me boyfie was here theres NO temption at all. I dont i dont hve any fear because i noe that no one can ever replace him...so even theres alot of temption i noe that i wont make any mistakes.

every single nite i cry over you... i really miss you badly idk how can i survive without you here by myside... it feels lke i last saw you a few years ago its a terriable feeling i dont wnt to be this way all the time but no choose i have to because i wnt to prove to you how much u really meant to me.
theres nothing that i can do jst pray that ur safety over there...

ILYSM HONEY AND I WILL ALWAYS

i wasn't feeling well that day im having terriable headache and slight fever

no choose i have to go...so before 8am reach sch,first person that i saw was cheryl.

before going inside ISH got hesitation because im shy lucly cheryl was there to accompany me.

around 8plus our fiest match... first to second match we lose but after that we won all the match

our team get in into semi-finals then we get in to finals so happy. YIPEE!!!:)

then we won cheryl team so we at 3rd place so happy:)

GOOD TEAM WORK THANKS GUYS!!!

Tournament end at 3plus.

go BBC wif cheryl, im having terriable headache but tying to cope 30mins later i decided to go home cant take it any longer.

when i reach home take my temparature 38.9 haiz...

so i decided to rest because next day have sch

let me recall wat happen that day
hmm...that day im not in the mood to go sch honestly,
woke up 7.15 then abt 8.15 go out for the house reach sch 5 mins later.i wanted to be alone but i jst dont noe how???first person i saw was jeslyn then she gve a good new that i past geograph then elerina came she keep talking about funny stuff trying to cheer me up... thanks mummy ilysm then jesyln take her bag and gve us lollipop were like a little kid try to fight over the lollipop(hehehe......) then it goes on until english lesson suprisingly i fail my ENGLISH gosh!!! i dont noe whether i need to retain im going to be died:'( i think on the day of the examination i shouldn't come to sch beacause that day i wasnt feeling well i taking my exam while im having a fever gosh!!! i dont even noe how to tel my parents im going to be died cmfirm haiz... after that i wasnt in the mood to go home so slacked wif shara and KQ they all... i jst burst into tears i was so dissapointed wif myself:'( 3omins later i go home trying to hide all my worries and sadness. I was at home but no one noes how terriable my feeling is once my boyfie left i feel so alone and trying to face all the challenges on my own. im prentending that im okie even thought im not, but by doing this it hurts even more:'( when i reach home mum was at home, so i decided to stay at my room for that whole day but my younger bro came and he asked me to accompany him to play basketball, i went down wif him saw afi and member at the shelter

afi:r u still wif hym?

me:yup, i dont even plan to break up

afi:wow!!!

that coversation is so random...

hello peeps

sorry for long update nowadays kinda moody not in the mood to post haiz...

Now that ur gone for awhile i realise how u mean to mylife. I cry over&over again because i misses you alot.

My world jst seems to stop once your gone i dont see any point y should i go on:'(

I know your going to be upset, but i jst cant help it. I jst feel lke no one noes how i feel.

YOU MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME I MISS YOU SO MUCH HONEY!!!

Sorry guys for being so inactive in sch this past few days i hope you understand.

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING... ILYSM!!!

Countdown for Elerina(mummy)

birthday 7 more days

Quote of the day:The greatest pain in life is not to die,but to be ignored, neglected & be forgotten by the people you loved and treasured.

hello peeps

Finally exam is over yipee!!!

Elerina,Jesyln,Jimmy and Kaiqin

came to my house today, to play maple but to bad we haven download yet hehe...

Elerina wants me to go wif them at JP but my mum dont allow so i decided to stay at home alone-.- so lonely.

ATIRAH ILYSM MWAKS... :)

TAKE CARE PEOPLE

SEE YOU

ELERINA (mummy)

countdown:11 more days till her birthday(:

I LOVE HER&JESYLN

ilysm honey& imysm!!!
Thanks kak Syafiqah:)

hello peeps
today english paper2& d&t kinda easy
after exam lepak wif jesyln(eldersis) and elerina(mummy)
we go bbc watch KQ they all play.
guess wat jes dunnoe how to cycle hehe...
suddenly some1 msg guess who? my HONEY msg me frm indonesia, all of a
sudden i miss hym so much.
since yesterday i been crying,today i go sch my eyes swallon haiz...
thanks to all the ppl that cares for me appreaciate it lots. thanks kak syafiqah for being there all the time ilysm.
thanks to athirah iloveyou girl.
To honey imysm come back soon okie ilysm!!! thanks for everything that you done for me.

bye guys see ya
take cares
mwaks

COUNTDOWN FOR ELERINA'S B-DAY(MUMMY)
12DAYS

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH HONEY:)

hello peeps
sorry for the long update kinda busy.
hmm... dis past few weeks really having alot of problems almost everyday been crying like hell, luckly i got alot of gurlfie&boyfie that comforts me thanks guys, appreaciate it lots,ILYSM:)
everything that happens dis past few days really blow me up,
boyfie going to migrate to indonesia dis wed evening then having problems wif gurlfie haizz... im so tired in everything!!! i want to escape the reality:(
BOYFIE I PROMISE I WILL WAIT TILL YOU RETURN EVEN IT TAKES A LONG TIME I WILL WAIT!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH... IM GONNA MISS YOU BADLY:'(
GOD,please slow down abit because i don't think im able to cope wif all the trials, im going to break down soon.

yesterday is my 4th anny, im so happy that u came into my life. I promise i will treasure you.
ILYSM HONEY.

THANKS TO KQ, ELERINA,JES,LARISSA,KP,IZZATI,FATIN,SHARA,JIMMY AND MANY MORE THANKS GUYS FOR BEING THERE WHEN IM DOWN AND FOR CHEERING ME UP:)

i think thats all i will update again whenever im free
bye guys love you:)


IM A LOVER NOT A FIGHTER BUT I FIGHT FOR WAT I LOVE