Secret loveletters, xo




Thursday, December 31, 2009 10:24 PM


ADVANCE HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!


Today woke up around 9.30am daddy woke me and my bro bcoz new furniture coming at 11.30 am and he asked us to help clean up the house GOSH!!! so tiring
Then daddy asked us to bath because going to JP to buy some stuff and guess wat before i bath someone text me and she asking me to stay away frm Sk OMG!!! I was boiling at that point my own Boyfie she asked me to stay away!!!WTF
Skip that haiz...
Went to JP guess wat saw Mdm Jen and Ms Ang
Mdm Jen saw me and she say she misses me alot..me toO i miss her alot
Ms Ang?? she didnt saw me lerh to bad(:
Anyway New Year is coming!!!
I HOPE NEXT YEAR WILL BE A BETTER YEAR!!!



Wednesday, December 30, 2009 8:03 PM


2nd Post of the day
HELLO PEEPO
Im really bored so changed new skin(:



7:00 PM


HELLO PEEPS
Sorry for nt updating this past few days.There was a big problem that pop up at home its terriable...I been crying for almost two days bt finally its over.Boyfie didnt fly off to Indonesia indeed his staying here until he finish his NS service isnt it great???
We been throught alot of trial but here we are we trying to hold on to our relationship, now i can say our relationship getting stronger ever.I really appreaciate everyting you done B, your the biggest part of my growth thanks alot!
ILOVEU SO MUCH...
To Athirah: Dear sorry for not texting you this past few days I just dont wnt to bother you wif my issue, I hope you understand.
Take care Dear.
See you when school reopen.
ILOVEYOU ALOTS DEAR.
SCHOOL GOING TO REOPEN SOON
2 MORE DAY FOR 2010
MISSING ALL MY BELOVED GURLFIE AND BOYFIE



Sunday, December 27, 2009 9:37 PM







HELLO READERS

Sorry for not updating this past few day im just busy with something.
Christmas is awesome, received alots of gifts.
hmmm...this few days having alot of burden its too heavy that i cant take it anymore,just forget it.Upload some overdue pics haha...For the whole day at home so damn bored!!!
Now currently msging B his going to indonesia in 2days time so sad):
I hope i can spent more time with you...
School going to reopen soon just dont noe how to start the first day
Missing Gurlfie so much






Wednesday, December 23, 2009 6:21 PM


HELLO BLOGGERS
Today woke up at 11.30am, then saw boyfie's msg.
Actually suppose to follow my bro to buy his sec one stuff but i woke up late so SORRY...
Then bath after i woke up bcoz going town with my bro,dad and my cousin...
Dad bought me a new converse shoe i thought he wont buy for me coz its to ex then all of a sudden he say get watever i want isnt he so awesome??? Dad thanks even this days we having alot of misunderstanding(:
I help my bro asked my Dad to buy new hp for him and guess wat my Dad buy for him...WOW!!!nowadays Dad is so good to us(:
Now damn tired):
Im waiting for B msg really miss him badly
To Athirah:
Dear dun be sad larh were always here for you.
I undersatnd how you feel but maybe he really need time to think.
Don's worry Me and Hanisah always here for you.
DONT EVER SAY THAT YOU WANT TO LEAVE THE WORLD, because no matter wat happen we will stand here for you(: dont sad okie
CHEER UP DEAR!!!
Just text me if you need me okie!
ILOVEYOU LOTS DEAR
MWAKS
<3
MISSING B SO MUCH):
CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!!



Tuesday, December 22, 2009 11:48 PM


HELLO PEEPO!!!
Guess wat this is the 3rd post of the day im really damn bored...
Currently msging boyfie his sick rite now B get well soon okie really miss you alot!
Just now help Melvin to update his blog haha... help him change blogskin,put songs and update it for him haha... thats how bored I am(: but i love doing it, i noe its weird.
Anyway bro get his result which sch he going guess wat he going YISS luckly not same sch.
okie larh gtg guys its late alrdy
take care
<3



7:32 PM


HELLO PEEPO
JUST FEEL LIKE CHANGING MY BLOGSKIN(:
Currently msging boyfie he just finish his work.
REALLY MISS HIM BADLY):






12:51 PM



HELLO GUYS
Sorry for not updating lately(:
Im just so happy that theres a possibility that BOYFIE not migrating anymore...
I will pray hard that he wont migrate anymore.
B: Im sorry if i make you disappointed this days im really sorry, i just dont want you to worry abt me(:
GUYS...GUYS...
Have you seen the picture above she my BELOVED GURLFIE
Hmmm... when i meet her on 16 Dec i realise that she the bestie that i been looking for...
I REALLY LOVE HER ALOT, IM WILLING TO DIE FOR HER...
ILOVEYOU ALOT DEAR!!!
To ELERINA&JESYLN
BOTH OF YOU WILL REMAIN IN MY HEART LOVE YOU BOTH AND MISS YOU ALOT...ALOT
CHIRSTMAS IS COMING!!!
SO EXCITED



Saturday, December 19, 2009 2:12 PM



HELLO BLOGGER


Im damn bored beloved girlfie offline alrdy.
Everything back to normal , bt still got alot of question in my mind that has no ans yet.
I also dont noe how long can it last??
B, i really love you alot i hope you know that. I may not be a perfect girlfie to you bt i really trying my best to be one(:
ILOVEYOU SO MUCH B!!!
Missing Nur Athirah Binte Azman alot!!!
missing all gurlfie and boyfie...
anyaway sch going to reopen soon
GUYS! have you done you holiday assigment?
because i haven done some of it
OMG!
update again later
bye...bye
take care
mwaks...<3



Friday, December 18, 2009 11:04 PM


HELLO PEEPO
2nd post of the day...
Im soo... stress up nowadays):
Just cant help it anymore... i hope everything will end soon
because this situation really driving me crazy!!!
okie guys got no mood to update...
will update soon(:



2:43 PM


JUST CANT HELP IT ANYMORE!!!
FEEL LIKE DYING NOW)':
IM SO TIRED, JUST WANT TO LEAVE THE REALITY BEHIND)':



Thursday, December 17, 2009 8:21 PM


2nd post of the day
HELLO!!!
As i promise i come back.
hmmm...today woke up at 11am,
then received a msg frm boyfie then after that I call him
we talk for almost 2hours...so happy to hear his voice then. Next week he going to start his new work...im going to miss his msg.
Btw tomorow he get back his N lvl result, dont worry honey no matter wat happen i will be right behind you always(:
frm then onwards chatting with beloved girlfie for the whole day
both of us were bored like hell^.^
Were there to console each other haha!!! its fun chatting with her(:
Now waiting for boyfie msg... really miss him badly
okie guys till here
take care <3



2:55 PM


HELLO PEEPO
Just feeling so bored rite now!
Currently chatting wif beloved girlfie, both of us were damn bored like hell...
CAN SOMEONE ENTERTAIN US???
later will update again^.^
take care peepo
CURRENTLY MISSING BELOVED BOYFIE AND NUR ATHIRAH



Wednesday, December 16, 2009 9:56 PM


BELOVED GIRLFIE

HELLO DUDE

Today Im just so happy
Went out with my my beloved girlfie
Had a wonderful time talking to her and sharing problems with each other.
Now i understand more about her and i realise that both of us is in the same shoe, the more i know her the more i like her. She a kind of friend that will help you to stand up when you fall.
I didnt expect that we can be this close, if there one person that i trust the most that you babe, i know that i can lend on when ever i fall.


TO NUR ATHIRAH BINTE AZMAN:
Dear thanks for accepting me for who I'am, when I'm with you i feel that theres nothing to hide because your not a judgemental person.
I love you for who you are my dear...
Just remember that im always here for you just text me okie.
Take care DEAR♥







Tuesday, December 15, 2009 10:28 PM


2nd post of the day
haiz... i just cant explain how i feel rite now
IM SO AFRAID TO LOST YOU
JUST CANT HELP IT ANYMORE GOD TAKE ME RIGHT NOW)':



6:10 PM



HELLO PEEPO

Theres nothing much to update.
Tomorow going out with my two beloved bestie hmmm... so excited!!!
WHY??WHY?? I feel that im so alone in this journey, i tried everyting to stay happy bt i just cant. You were telling me that you wont leave me behind but now i feel so alone... WHERE ARE YOU??WHERE ARE YOU??
Do you ever know how much I LOVE YOU??
I just feel so alone in this journey
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE EVERYTHING
I WANT TO DIE NOW)':




Sunday, December 13, 2009 10:45 PM


love her to the max
out of my control again

Hello peepo

Sorry for not updating this past few day just having alot of problem.

Yesterday i did something that totally wrong):

Honey im so sorry for wat i did yesterday i just need time for myself to breathe thats i did that i noe your so disappointed with me im really sorry, i know you already forgven me but im so guilty for doing those things, you fly back here just to be with me i really appreaciate it lots im so proud to have a boyfie like you. I just want to apologise once again IM SO SORRY,PROMISE I WONT DO IT AGAIN

This past few day really having alot of burden sometimes i feel like giving up but because of you, i choose to be strong even i know that im no longer can cope with it. Just feel like ending up everything.

CAN SOMEONE TAKE ME AWAY SOMEWHERE FAR





Friday, December 11, 2009 11:49 PM


HELLO PEEPO
IM JUST SO HAPPY TODAY!!!
Thanks to Athirah, she the only one knows how i feel when i with BOYFIE just now thanks sayang(: really love ya alot
ANYWAY KAK QILLAH'S BDAY TOMOROW(:
KAK HAPPY BDAY MAY ALL YOUR WISH COME TRUE
LOTS OF LOVE
TAKE CARE



1:50 PM


HELLO Amigos & Amigas

I woke up arnd 11.30am
having bad flu haiz...
Today boyfie coming back frm Indonesia so excited, to see him again.
Im going to hug him tightly...
Missing kak Syafiqah,Athirah,Elerina,Jesyln
so much.
Anyway nxt week planning to go library wif izzati and jes to finish up our holiday assigment
any1 can join in the more the merier(:
Guys i update again later
take care



Thursday, December 10, 2009 10:14 PM


HELLO PEEPO
Second post of the day. Im damn bored
Today play basketball until i injured my right leg haiz...
I really cant wait to see him again.He will be back tomorow but not sure wat time haiz...
I just have to wait till he sms me, i really miss him badly.
Anyway thanks Athirah for being there when i need you, really appreaciate it lots
ily sayang and miss you(: take care



4:48 PM


HELLO PEEPO!!!
HMM... Just seems to be happy today(:
Today woke up arnd 11am then eat breakfast after that do some house cleaning then
do some of my homework(:
haizz... homework will try to finish up as soon as possible.
Later will be coming down to play basketball to release my stress...
Anyway thanks to JK for teaching me basketball yesterday...
To my Dearest BOYFIE:
Its been half a year that were together. I really didnt expect that our relationship can be this far.
Thanks for being so understanding and for being there when i need some to lend on, you may not be here by my side always one thing for sure
your name will nver fade away
I LOVEYOU SO MUCH HONEY!!!
HAPPY 6TH MONTH ANNY FOR BOTH OF US(:
P.S
Cant wait to see you again honey
love...love..love you



Tuesday, December 8, 2009 9:28 PM


random picture



regine&meowmeow


kyan&meowmeow



Just uploaded a random picture(:

Today woke up at 10.30am
then do some house cleaning haiz...damn tired
haven done my holiday homework but going to finish it by tomorow(:
today went to Bugis with my cousin she bought me new flip-flop for me thanks couz.

going to upload more picture tomorow...
anyway missing kak syafiqah and my honey so much...


Btw Christmas is coming so excited abt it.
This year my relative wants me to wear dress so i have no choose i have to wear(:
cant wait for my christmas present haha...
my bro wants dog but im scared of it so cannot yipee... luckly parents didnt allow him to buy.
thanks mom and dad & miss both of you, take care ily both...

CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN HONEY!!!
IMYSM


































Monday, December 7, 2009 10:55 PM


Hello Guys

My cousin currently sleeping right now, she tired because we went to town today.
Guess what she bought alot of stuff haiz... omg cousin better spent your money carefully(:

Tomorow going to Bugis with my lovable cousin again, hope she enjoy it
Hope for this one whole week that she at my house she can forget all her worries and fear.

COUZ!!! dont worry im here for you I LOVE YA COUZ...

I UPDATE IT FOR YA...



Sunday, December 6, 2009 6:11 PM



HELLO PEEPO!!!

today i woke up arnd 10.30am
then bath after that need to rush to go to the church haiz...
after that my cousin call me and she wanna meet up, after that meet someone.
omg!!1 i was shocked when i slapped her i really out of my control just now.
skip that... now having stomachache haiz...
tomorow going to town with my aunty to buy newbottom and topsand buying
new dress yipee!!!

few more day our 6month anny so damn happy
and
this friday he coming back yipee!!!






Saturday, December 5, 2009 10:33 PM





HELLO PEEPO
JUST UPLOAD RANDOM PICS(:
TODAY NTH MUCH HAPPEN
FEELING SO BORED HAIZ...
I MISS MY HONEY SO MUCH...











Friday, December 4, 2009 5:40 PM


HELLO PEEPO

Im not in the mood to post haiz...
damn piss off
today woke up at 10.30am
after that i have no mood to do anything):
PLEASE DONT ASK ME WHY...
its hard to pretend that im okie even if im not):
my life is totally in the mess...
HONEY COME BACK NOW I JUST CANT HELP IT ANYMORE)':

To Athirah my beloved BFF
your welcome dear im always here for too if you nid me just text me...
you were always there when i need someone to talk too... thanks alot my dear
ilytoo...

R YOU SATISFIED THAT YOU RUIN MY LIFE???
THANKS TO YOU...



5:27 PM


To someone:
WTH!!!
I KNOW YOUR GOING TO READ THIS...
DAMN IT!!! I TOLD YOU ALREADY THAT DONT EVER INCLUDE MY PARENTS IN THIS FIGHT!!! YOU CAN INSULT ME ALL DAY YOU WANT BUT DONT EVER INCLUDE THEM!!!
MY PARENTS TEACH ME HOW TO RESPECT ELDERLY I HOPE YOUR PARENTS DO THE SAME THING!!! WATCH OUT BABE...
IM DAMN PISS OFF YOU, ONCE I SAW YOU I DONT KNOW WHETHER I STILL CAN CONTROL MY TEMPER!!!



Thursday, December 3, 2009 4:56 PM


HELLO AMIGO&AMIGAS

today woke up at 9.30am then have breakfast wif my bro.
then after that on comp for awhile... at 11.30am sleep again and woke up at 3pm
dont ask why i keep sleeping haiz...
stay at home for the whole day): isnt it so boring???
I miss Regine so much she went to Batam this morning and she will be back 2morow nite...

anyway aunty let me polish my nails haha...
its so colorful haha...

To my beloved Athirah
Dear cheer up okie, just remember that im always here for you just text me if you need someone to talk too(: ilysm dear
cheer up dear...

my mood is totally ruin thanks to you!!!
how can the pain be gone its just hurting me badly, i hope both of you ever think how i feel)':
HONEY MISSING YOU BADLY



Wednesday, December 2, 2009 8:46 PM


Here Iam to update my dead blog

hmm... nowadays really have no mood since boyfie is away i just dont find any point to stay on lively haiz... damn bored nowadays BOYFIE come back home soon i really having a hard life without you.


Today i woke up 11.30am, bath then eat my lunch
then cousin called me and she wnt to meet at Bugis but in the end cancel because something pop up at home...
sorry couz i will make up with you soon):
at 2pm I sleep again haiz... nowadays i keep sleeping...
4.30pm i woke up by Regine's msg she wnt to meet up to gve me bday present...
thanks gurlfie really appreaciate it lots(:
your really cute and adorable.
At 6.30pm reach home, then my aunty asked me to follow her to go WM
haiz... damn tired):

hmm... anyway 8 more days for our 6month anny(:
cant wait to see him again on 11 Dec
HONEY I REALLY MISS YOU BADLY
EVERY SINGLE MSG OF YOURS
I LOVE YOU FOR ENETERNITY

i think thats all for today...
take care

MISSING ALL MY GURLFIE AND BOYFIE








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