HELLO GUYS

Im in the mood to post 2day.
Today woke up 10.30am i was in a rush bcoz going to church haiz...
Inside the car was using IPOD but when the moment I reach home cant find it anymore haiz...
This few days been a so stressful hope that tomorow will be a better day HOPE SO.

To someone:
Really enjoy talking to you otp, you help me to ease all the stress that im having now(: thanks for being there to cheer me up. thanks alot.
hope to meet you soon

HEY GUYS
Today post kinda alot hehe...
theres nth to do mah and some more Im damn bored.
Sad.Sad on chinese new year going to Genting for 3days at 13 feb boyfie coming bck but dunnoe whether im able to talk to him): sad.sad i noe i should be happy bt jst cant help it):

I think thats the best thing for us, ur seems happy being with them and ya i cant make you happy. Izzati is the one that approach me to join her group becoz both of you didnt even bother to asked whether i want to join.You said that Jes tried talking to me ya thats rite bcoz at the point of time she was alone ur not there nor them so she got no choose to talk to me, so she talk to me. Cmon larh NVR GOSSIP about me? I remember during Lit you even complain to some1 and tel her that i put the paper on the floor and that person start to sound me.I show attitude fine if you think that way then i cant do anything.

Hey guys

Cant believe its 12.05am here Iam blogging.
This past few days many unpredictable things jst happen, almost all the things hurts me alot.
But i have no choose have to accept wats the faith.
Honestly i FEEL so left out in many ways cant you see that , I avoid all of you so that i dun look lke so pathetic to force all of you to like me. I believe that i cant please everyone to lke me but yet im trying my best to understand all of you.
Now you wnt to gossip bout me go ahead if thats makes you happy then do wat u want.I break down becoz i cant stand wat ur doing to me, even you didnt say it infront of my face i noe that u gossiping abt me.
Do everthing you wnt to do but this is the last time im going to cry bcoz of you.

THANKS FOR ALL THE MEMORIES THAT WE SHARE,
THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIEND
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING

I jst want to gve up! Fine all of you won this time round, I have enough of it! It hurts but wat more can I do? It wont work out anymore.
I GVE UP THATS FOR SURE! NO MORE COMING BACK!
I noe all of you were glad to see me fall bt I will prove to you that i can stand on my own i dun nid some1 that olny can be with me on the time of happiness.
Thanks for the all the memories that we share.

sorry im really not going to post that much this past few days.

To Athirah:
Dear sorry if i HURT u bt I really didnt mean it, U noe that i appreaciate all the things that u done for me. if theres a only true friends that i left now thats YOU!
All the ppl dun understand watever im going through bt ur the only one that understand me.
If im with you i dun have to pretend becoz I can be my ownself.
DEAR U REALLY MEAN ALOT TO ME, U WERE THERE WHEN IM DOWN
NO MATTER WAT HAPPEN I WILL STAY BY UR SIDE AND I WONT CHANGE PROMISE):
ILOVE YOU ALOT DEAR

hello

I update tomorow okie and more pics
sorry now damn tired):

HELLO
2nd post of the day

Today woke up early because 9.30am need to go to church.
Then at 9.ooam off to church and guess wat saw the ppl that im not expecting to see haiz...
Than after going to church aunty plan to go market and i was so shocked MARKET?! I was wearing dress I didnt expect going to market while wearing that its jst so FUNNY!!
Then after going to market, went home and help aunty and my maid to clean up house.
Im so tired rite now haiz...

I noe u going to read my blog
TO YOU:
I nvr mean to hurt u emotionally, both of us noe that im attach so u have to accept the fact that Im happy with my relationship now.I noe where getting close, thats y i make a moved to avoid you. That the best thing for both of us I dun wan to hurt ur feelings further.I can be ur bestie but thats all that i can offer to you rite now, FRIENDSHIP that will last long period of time. so sorry. I hope u understand why im doing this,I LOVE MY BOYFIE THATS FOR SURE.Move on okie be happy, I hope we can be friends.

guys thats all for now okie
take care

HELLO

Today i woke up 8.00am damn early than usual, I woke up crying because of my worse nightmare ever)': wont elaborate it here.
For the whole day not in the mood until some one msg me and it makes my mood even worse!
I dont noe why ppl love seeing me fall. R u happy now that im broken??Dont worry i will prove to all of you that i can stand up by myself(:

THANKS TO HANISAH
Sayang thanks for the being a good advicer really appreaciate it lots.
I will treat you the way i treat Athirah.
LOVE YOU LOTS

TO ATHIRAH!
THANKS DEAR FOR EVERYTHING
LOVE YOU ALOTS
MWAKS.MWAKS.

Would you just listen and please don't say a word, just yet,I'd like you to think back to the very first time we met,How you felt around me? The memories we shared,And just remember that once upon a time, you really cared.
Now think about how we parted, and how much I cried,But please don't speak, remember that I never ever lied,That I told you the honest truth about why we were to split,But now I'd like you to know that my heart broke bit by bit.

The pain was deep, unbearable and painful, for so many years,I'll never forget all the sadness, all the uncontrollable tears,Slowly I am rebuilding my life, I am content with what I've got,And although it is hard I am beginning to forget what I have not.

You were a special part of my life that I will never forget, A part of my life that broke my heart, but that I don't regret,You gave me some happy memories that I'll keep in my heart,Although sometimes I wish that you and I didn't have to part.

You were my first love and my true love, that will always be so,After all of the heartache, sadness and never ending pain, I know,You and I had something special and that will never change,Because I love you and loving someone else will always seem strange.

Would you just listen and please don't say a word, not ever,I'd like you to remember that once upon a time, we said forever,That I had hopes and dreams, that I was the one who threw them away,And this is something I will always regret until my dying day.