HELLO PEEPO(:

Im just so overwhelmed for the uncountable birthday wishes that i received(: thanks guys for making me feel that im loved by all of you whether its a text message or a phone call, I really appreaciate it lots...

To Boyfie:
Thanks for the unexpected message Im so shocked that you message me on 28 Nov just to wish happy birthday... thats so advance haha, but nevermind heart that counts...
ILYSM HONEY!!!
MISSING YOU BADLY):
TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF

Anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
KAK KRYS YOUNGER BROTHER
LARISSA
RUI YING
&
TO MY BELOVED COUSIN

2nd post of the day

hmm...today boyfie went of already around 2pm
he told me that he will be back after our 6month anny haiz... bt its okie as long as his back i dont care watever it takes... i really missing you badly HONEY come as soon as possible. all this time i rely on him i dont noe hw can i survive without him):
I still got alot of burden till now, only few friends of mine knows watever im going throught...
god take me away now!!!

Anyway congrats to you bro for passing the psle i know u can do it go!!!go!!!
congrats to shukri sis too for passing your psle
yipee i believe that both of you can do it strive higher guys...

hmm... till now gave no plans for my up coming birthday but comfirm going out wif kak syafiqah
this year really have no mood to celebrate my birthday haiz...

I MISS MY HONEY SO MUCH):
I CANT EVEN CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY WITH HIM HAIZ... ANYWAY HE HAVEN GO INDONESIA BECAUSE HIS FLIGHT WAS DELAY BECAUSE OF THE STORM IN INDONESIA...
IM SO SCARED SOMETHING HAPPEN TO HIM THERE):
IMYSM HONEY&ILYSM!!!
till here will update later(:

hello peeps...

hmm... haven sleep since yesterday, i have alot of burden nowadays): just feel lke giving up everything but because of you i tried my best to hold on...
today is the last day that i meet boyfie before he go back to indonesia, we've talk and we try to settle things between us, and yes everything is alright now bt im just so afraid to lost him haizz...):
theres a big problem that im facing now bt i really dont noe how to solve it on my own haiz... can someone take me way i cant face the reality anymore)':

thats all for today im really not in the mood to post...

TAGGED REPLY(:

kak qillah: thanks alot i really appreciate it
izzati: thanks babe for calling me it really helps thanks aloot
stella: hello(:
hanisah: hey gurl thanks alot, im not really close to you bt u still there to cheer me up
thanks alot
elerina:i miss you even more... okie i will txt you
athirah: dear thanks alot u were always there when i nid some1 to tok to thanks alot...
ilysm

HELLO PEEPO

sorry for not updating , kinda busy
hmmm... this past few days really a roller coaster few days ago were so happy, now i feel lke bursting out now... i hope i can reverse the time back but i just cant)':

Honey,
tomorow u going to indonesia already we both dont noe whether you still coming back... i really dont noe wat to do already... just remember this i will hold on till the end...

Elerina,
i hope i can talk to you i really need some1 to talk to
i miss you gurl):

HELLO PEEPO(:

sorry nowadays really busy...
hmm... yesterday meet boyfie at the bbc he actually sick bt he choose to accompany me.
guess wat even he dont noe how to play basketball he still play for my sake.
then after that we lepak at 212 wif my bro and his friend later i asked them to play blocked catching bt actually boyfie dont allow cause he say got 'GHOST' hehe... lazy to elaborate lerh...


now his sick):honey get well soon okie im worried abt your health):
ILYSM AND IMY ALOT...

Honey,
i know that noe u having alot of difficulties dont worry im always here for you.
because of you i wnt to be a better person ilysm... u mean the whole world to me.

Izzati,
i miss you too babe, i hope can meet up soon okie. take care if you need some1 to talk to im always here for you okies.
ily sayang...

Elerina&Jesyln,
guys really miss you alot, miss all the jokes
okie larh take care okie
imy both
ily...

HELLO PEEPO(:

Actually still lazy to update
im updating because atikah asked me too...
hmm... today i think will stay at home for the whole day
i haven sleep since yesterday haiz...
having alot of burden nowadays.
Since yesterday haven eat no appitite at all.
Only my Boyfie and Aishah knows what im been going throught rite now.
Thanks to them(:

HMM... yesterday meet boyfie arnd 5pm
then i went to st soccer near izzati granny house to meet him, at first i dont feel lke going bt no choose i really miss him terriably so i went there...
Before i went there got this weird feeling i wont elaborate more...
then boyfie send me home we walked with arif & mansur both of them got of seens of humuor... then wait below my block because theres no one at home so he decided to stay and wait till my bro come...
Something happens yesterday that really makes me to break down...

To Arif: hey so sorry i really didnt mean to say that I was just kidding peace no war(:
To Boyfie: sorry for making you disappointed i really didnt mean it... i hope it wont happen anymore because i wont be able to take it... i love you so much honey

I didnt expect that we will go these far...

ILOVEYOU SO MUCH HONEY

MWAKS....

Hello Human's and Aliens


This past few days damn lazy to update haiz...
Today eat breakfast with my auntie at Mac bt while im
otw to Mac i dont know whether im just imagining things bt i saw SK i really dont know whether thats him... Oh GOD i hope thats him i really miss him badly.
Until now im still wondering whether thats him, i know my eyes wont deceive me i know thats him.

Later going out with friends, luckly today im free so im able to be with you guys(:
b'day coming bt not sure wats the plan yet guys help me to decide please...


ANYWAY TOMOROW IS OUR 5TH MONTH(:


hmm... really didnt expect this relationship to go this far im happy to have you in my life honey thanks for being my best friend,my super hero and my BOYFIE...
Thank you for every single thing that you sacrifies for me appreciate it lots...
Your my everything honey ILOVE SO MUCH MWAKS
HOPE TO MEET UP SOON!!!
I MISS YOU ALOT...


Honey ,
promise i will stay by your side all the time.
ilysm honey


~love is not a destination its a journey that every1 have to go throught~

HELLO THERE!!!

short post will do:)
today is a boring day for the whole day at home.
Planning to go cousin house bt im damn lazy so i prefer stay at home
nth much happen today:)
take care
guys ily all

Here Iam again:)



Today woke up 7.30am because got dental appointment at 8.30am, omgosh its to early haiz...
yesterday i slp abt 3plus, please dont ask me why...
after dental appointment went home straight when the moment that i reach home go to my room and sleep till 1 plus hehe...
holiday homework not done yet.
Planing to play basketball later but scared that my nail polish spoil.



Thanks Kak Syafiqah after toking to you I feel much better, your the only one that knows how i feel inside.Thanks for your concern.
You treat me as your own sister, i been longing to have one bt God didnt grant my wish, but you came into mylife and you gve me all the support and the advice.
I will treat you as my blood sister.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH KAK
MWAKS...


To all my besties thank you for staying by my side all the time thanks you for picking me up when im down. ILOVEYOU SO MUCH MWAKS



Till here(:
take care
iloveyou guys

HELLO THERE

idk wat should I be posting rite now
really not in the mood to talk about anything.
I just want to hve peace of mind bt i dont think im going to have it for
this past few days.
Ain't tired of loving him thats the best decision that i ever made and that desicion i wont
regret at all
ILOVEYOU SO MUCH HONEYMWAKS...

2nd Post

hmm... idk whether i should be happy anot that his back bt im just so afraid that everything that happens before going to happen again:( just feel lke crying
God gve me enough courage to face the reality if theres smth going to happen, its easy to pretend that im okie bt actually im not.
I wnt to see you bt im afraid that theres smth going to happen
wat should i do now??? :(

Morning guys

TO CLEAR MAKE IT CLEAR BETWEEN US MR MAT-RIP
HMM... I LOVE ME BOYFIE,LIVE WITH YOUR OWN LIFE BECAUSE MY HAPPY WHATEVER I HAVE NOW.
WERE REALLY NOT MEANT TO BE, JUST TRY TO BE HAPPY FOR ME.

SO DONT DISTURB ME ANYMORE WE CAN BE FRIENDS IF YOU LET ME KNOW YOUR NAME

guys later then i post again abt the happenings today okies
bye for now:)

HELLO WATZUP GUYS???

Today didnt go for the D&T workshop damn lazy... haiz
Anyway guys yesterday BOYFIE suddenly message me from Indonesia i took 5hours before i decided to read it because i was afraid that theres somthing that he going to tel me...
bt actually he just want to say that he coming back to singapore soon and he say that few more days he will be back... OMG im so happy bt at the same time i know that after that he going back to Indonesia again:( I hope his mum will allow him to further his study here.
God please help us to convince his mum please...
HONEY I MISS YOU SO MUCH...
COME BACK AS FAST AS YOU CAN:)

Today went IMM wif my aunty to my new flip-flop
idk bt nowadays im totally inlove wif alot of flip-flop
i got 6 pairs of havana flip-flop
Then for the first time im going to bake a cake without anyone help
I HOPE I CAN DO IT...
AFRAID THAT IT WONT TASTE THAT GOOD.

thats all for today guys im going to bake the cake now
later then i update you

takecare:)

Hello Amigos&Amigas

As i promise yesterday here I'am

To start wif yesterday i woke up 8.30am because i need take report book.
Went to school take report book to Mrs Chan,WTH she complain so much!!!
My result is really damn bad... feel lke throwing my report book!!!
To mom and dad i know you can read this sorry for being the black sheep of the family,sorry for
making you disappointed i really didnt mean it, i really tried my best but my best wasnt good enough so SORRY... I will make sure that next time you will be proud to have me as your daugther I LOVE YOU BOTH.

After we take my report book my cousin went to my house and she asked me to accompany her to go her friend house at first i dont wnt because i dont have mood, but she force me so no choose i follow her.
When we reach her house her friend having party, i was force to drink even thought i didnt asked any permission from mom&dad. I dont noe why i became drunk so fast... when i reach home keep vomiting...
again so sorry to all the people that keep worrying abt me,this past few days im just out of my mind so sorry:(

HMM... today nothing musch happen for the whole day im at home so damn bored.
anyway tomorow nid to go back school.

thats all for today take care
ily guys

hello peepo

its 12.13am just woke up only, honestly speaking im out of
my control today i drink without my parents permission haiz...
im having terriable headache...
im having alot of burden im gonna burst out soon...
take me away i cant no longer face the reality:(
tomorrow i elaborate more for the things happen today

bye guys takecare
i will promise to post 2morow

hello peepo

This going to be a short post
hmm... today im kinda busy so for the whole day i wasnt able to online.
went to church then head of to Bugis bought new top...
just now smth creepy happen that really freaks me out!!! (scream)
i noe that my eyes wont be mistaken... im really scared rite now... some hug me please...
Dont talk abt it anymore i got ghost bum already

nth much to post guys
ily and take cares
mwaks...
NITE&SLIP TIGHT...:-)