secret love letters, xo

Wednesday, June 23, 2010 11:27 AM

Sorry for the long absents .

I just don't feel like updating:)

Let's talk about my holiday...

Suppose to Go Australia but end up cancelled all the plan because of some reasons haiz...

Didn't go out much with girlfies because sometimes they can't make it then sometimes its raining . Hopefully can go out with Izzati tomorow praying hard that i won't rain...

My holiday really suck!

Next week sch reopen alrdy but i don't feel like going to school haiz... miss all my girlfies but not sch.

This month is really tough I don't know what's wrong with me i just get so confuse in everything. I'm so tired pretending that im okie even if im not...

I'm not sure whether i still LOVE him the way i do before???

In order to fixed myself i need to be alone even i hate being alone I jst need it so badly.

For now i can say that i no longer no myself:'(

why i have to suffer like dis? How i wish i didnt even born out in this world!

I NEED YOU BUT I WASN'T EVEN THERE !

I'M SO HELPLESS!!!

Saturday, June 5, 2010 12:07 PM

Dearest girlfies , Didnt took pic wif Izzati ):

Yesterday lepak wif them for awhile . Afiqah , Izzati n I went to play ground to relief our stress . We keep playing lke a kid , suddenly my hp vibrate guess whose the one that txt me ? Its BOYFIE I was O.O wth? i was super duper speechless idk wat to say at that time.Bt to bad didnt even get to mit him go back there alrdy haiz...

HAIZ!!! really confuse gonna break down soon !

Thursday, June 3, 2010 3:10 PM

HELLO PEEPS !

Holiday had come bt theres not much plan ):

This past few days really SUCK ! Been crying almost everyday )':

Things is jst so complicated , getting so confuse so much question in my mind ??? that i couldn't even ans n i noe im going to hurt some1 else .

I miss you and i really do ...

GUYS !

Wnt go swimming nxt week?

jst txt me then we set a date okie (:

BYE!

Secret loveletters, xo
Wednesday, June 23, 2010 11:27 AM Sorry for the long absents . I just don't feel like updating:) Let's talk about my holiday... Suppose to Go Australia but end up cancelled all the plan because of some reasons haiz... Didn't go out much with girlfies because sometimes they can't make it then sometimes its raining . Hopefully can go out with Izzati tomorow praying hard that i won't rain... My holiday really suck! Next week sch reopen alrdy but i don't feel like going to school haiz... miss all my girlfies but not sch. This month is really tough I don't know what's wrong with me i just get so confuse in everything. I'm so tired pretending that im okie even if im not... I'm not sure whether i still LOVE him the way i do before??? In order to fixed myself i need to be alone even i hate being alone I jst need it so badly. For now i can say that i no longer no myself:'( why i have to suffer like dis? How i wish i didnt even born out in this world! I NEED YOU BUT I WASN'T EVEN THERE ! I'M SO HELPLESS!!! Saturday, June 5, 2010 12:07 PM Dearest girlfies , Didnt took pic wif Izzati ): Yesterday lepak wif them for awhile . Afiqah , Izzati n I went to play ground to relief our stress . We keep playing lke a kid , suddenly my hp vibrate guess whose the one that txt me ? Its BOYFIE I was O.O wth? i was super duper speechless idk wat to say at that time.Bt to bad didnt even get to mit him go back there alrdy haiz... HAIZ!!! really confuse gonna break down soon ! Thursday, June 3, 2010 3:10 PM HELLO PEEPS ! Holiday had come bt theres not much plan ): This past few days really SUCK ! Been crying almost everyday )': Things is jst so complicated , getting so confuse so much question in my mind ??? that i couldn't even ans n i noe im going to hurt some1 else . I miss you and i really do ... GUYS ! Wnt go swimming nxt week? jst txt me then we set a date okie (: BYE!	Yours Truly Rose Clayton Mayer I'm single but not ready to mingle ♥ [♥]Stella Lam [♥] [♥] [♥] [♥] [♥] [♥] Comments music Music Playlist at MixPod.com Archives September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010